Why search for what is lost?
It’s hard to say exactly when this journey really began because I can’t remember a time when I didn't love horses. The first horse picture I drew was in Kindergarten; I called him Buck. Today, it hangs framed in my office, serving as a nostalgic touchstone to my artistic beginnings.
I was lucky enough to grow up during the 70s & 80s, a time when kids were let loose to discover and have adventures. This contributed to a collection of amazing horse experiences that seem unimaginable in today's world. From learning how to stay on over 15 untrained horses as a kid just so I could ride, to searching for a lost boy in Manitoba’s vast crown lands alone on horseback during the November rains.
For decades, seemingly boundless courage helped me ride any horse, anywhere. Then, I realized I lost something along the way. Not my love, commitment, or passion for horses, but my confidence to ride freely.
Embracing Challenge to Reclaim Confidence
It took a lot for me to sign up for the Manitoba Horse Council’s Team Challenge as a recreational competitor because I barely consider myself a recreational rider. But now that I have, I’m committed to documenting this journey in hopes that it’ll help me find my confidence.
Have you ever embarked on something with confidence only to find that confidence waning along the way?
If so, how did you manage to regain it?